Please

It hasn't rained in quite a while.

Starting to bum me out.

Everything is dusty.

Everywhere.

All over town.

We need some rain.

Please.

Paroxetine

Paroxetine.

Paroxetine keeps me home.

Keeps me from leaving my husband.

Leaving to wander the continent in an RV with my dogs and my CD's.

Paroxetine helps me keep a clean house.

Most days at least.

Paroxetine keeps me from having explosions of anger.

Anger that even though I know at the time is unjustified I am still mad.

Paroxetine keeps the obsessive thoughts at bay.

Mostly they are thoughts of how I made poor choices as a young adult.

That is what most young adults do.

Mostly.

Paroxetine helps me be grateful for insurance.

Insurance that pays for expensive meds that help me be stable and sensible.

Medications that help me see the beauty in the world.

Help me tell my loved ones how much I love them on a daily basis.

Paroxetine.